A Time of Fire

3 Recent pics.  There are 3 more....
Title 1.  "Save the world even if one's heart is broken.    "  In Katoomba there is the most fabulous travelling exhibition at the Cultural Centre Katoomba of the Bark Paintings by the Master Artist from Arnhem Land, Northern Territory, Australia.  I was so very lucky to see the work of Mr.John Mawurndjul-  most of his bark paintings are huge!  You can see his work at www.johnmawurndjul.com and especially good is the video of him at work, and his views, on his Country.   
 ********I think this pic here reflects some of the Pattern underlying the bark paintings.  This could be the best of my colourings in, ever!  More in 2020 we might hope.

Title 2.  Two angels dance sing up rain.  Note the wise wombat, the butterfly with attitude, the wise owl, in lower pic.  I tried to rub out colour near nose rhs figure but it's got spoiled- some wax is in colour pencils.   I shall paint up this picture one day, with aqueous acrylic paints.  Note that we angels have no arms.  No, the wings morph into arms when we need them.  What animal in nature has arms and wings?  It is one or t' other.

Title 3.  Mercy Dash....or hunter with spear...small fire in distance is lit when hunter has success- got a turtle or dugong.  I recently read a book fromour local library, "Song Spirals", written by six women-  aboriginal and white, in Arnhem Land.    It is not songlines, but song Spirals.  Wisdom.  

We sorely need wisdom and it is there, here, in Australia First Peoples' Culture.  May we wise up, and Lighten up.  Have Fun, for heaven's sake!  The New World Order sounds so dreary. 

We Can Do Better.

ok    in a hurry   too much to do    I am still in town    fire danger is still high today 22/12/2019.

It could happen anywhere.  Chemtrails in sky- do they distribute dessicants, fire accelerators?  Lens shaped clouds in sky- are they UFO-  hostile or benign? 

Sorry I do not trust----there is evidence of weather warfare being waged upon us here in Australia, and all over the Planet--- to force us off the land in to smart cities....How Dare They?!

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4/1/2020

Title 4.  13/12/2019.  Dash to rescue Rog.  

  

Title 5.  "Oh Love that Wilt Not Let Me Go",  14/12/2019.   This hymn was in my mind as I drew.....

Oh Love that wilt not let me go

I rest my weary Soul in Thee

I chase the rainbow thro the rain

And feel the promise is not vain

That morn shall peerless be......and more......

Title 6.  ....the red hat...something to do with Extinction Rebellion.....oh dear!  people are misled.         I like it when a bird, the magpie, comes in to a picture.  Blue Mountains too.

It all tells a story of the last few days of 2019.  Terrible fires in the Blue Mountains west of Sydney.  Then fire erupts all over Australia.  Beautiful Australia is on fire.  It has done so before, but this time it is unparallelled.  One suspects  Agenda 21 is hard at work to control the world, brutally.  Oh dear,  one can only try to help humanity with sympathetic magic such as colouring ins like these.

The forests and the bush can grow back again like it always has, strengthened by ash fertiliser and rain.  I have seen wildflowers suddenly bloom such as the bushy little pink flannel flowers, and terrestrial orchids.  They need some fire to bring sunlight to earth when less shady canopy.   I saw this at Echo Point in Katoomba, years ago,  after it was burnt black when a spark escaped from a welding tool  during a hot dry summer's day.

However, these current fires are brutal, possibly with fire accellerant added from years and years of yukky chemtrailing!!!. I have been watching all this for years and years.    Aluminium, nano bits....strontium,     the ingredients of "sparklers" which we used to play with,  in the olden days,  lighting up sparkling.  

The land will not regenerate if covered with cement and bitumen, like they seem to be planning to do.  All such terrible stuff is being done without our permission!  How can this be????   It has been secret, but in plain sight for those who have the eyes to see, and the time to look, for people are working too hard just to have a roof over their heads;  people are tired, tired, tired.  I am too.  Tired stupid sometimes, often with grief at being unable to help much, physically.

 Just have a look please at the youtube videos by Max Igan of thecrowhouse-  he tells it straight-  the whole heartbreaking story of what is happening Down Under,  Christmas 2019.  Google, thanks.

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Dances with Tree

It  is like Dances with Wolves,  but it is with tree this time.
A nice name.
Golden eyes-  this has a story.
As if pictures come from somewhere else ("channelled"?)
I shall continue story later;  here is pic.

Eight rainbow spheres, a fibonacci number.
Original was colour pencils.  This one is aqueous acrylic paints-
mix warm and cool red, warm and cool yellow, warm and cool blue.
Some mistakes, but is ok.  A work in progress.  I am learning, teaching myself.
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The Black Dog

I was depressed when I did this picture but there is a remedy.
 Shine love out of your heart.  It is a way to change the paradigm.
In colour pencils.
 Framed, to put into Young's Cherry Festival Art Exhibition, opening tomorrow night 4/12/2019.

13 rainbow spheres, a fibonacci number.
Spirits of ancestors, family, in blue and white sky...?
The black dog is another name for depression;   is also her dress,  grey eyes.

I try to remember to shine love out.  It sometimes feels like only a trickle, sometimes painful.
 It can seem to make a difference.  Trick your brain out of worrying.
A4 size.
If you like it, click on image, then right click to copy or download, save and print.
Even put on usb stick and take to print shop.

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Our Stolen Future - Revisited 15 Years Later (Full Version)

Our Stolen Future.

My Notes. from “Our Stolen Future”

Authors were Theo Colborne, Diane Dumanoski and John Peterson Myers.

Publ by Abacus 1996.

P5.   Gay gulls, 1970s, also p21, 23.

P9.   Males, low sperm counts,  p10  began 1950s.

P16.   Ugly fish tumours

P17.   Baltic fish, testes small.

P20.  DDT disrupts bird sexuality.

P22.   “No-one dared to ask whether synthetic chemicals might be having similar disrupting effects on human behaviour.”

P23.  Dr Colborne suspected hormone disruptors.

P24.  Human mothers’ millk level contamination affects baby’s development.

P26.   Top predators had greatest array of problems.  Adults OK.  Problems in offspring.

P39.   Extreme sensitivity to slight shifts in hormone levels.  Parts per trillion.

P40.   “Genes may be the keyboard but hormones present during development play the tune.”

P41.   Not just a Y chromosome to make a boy.  7^th week……a single gene on the Y chromosome directs the unisex glands to develop testes.  Then testicles make testosterone.  Without the right hormone cues at the right time, boys might not become boys.

P48.   1938.  DES acted like estrogen.  Given to 5 million pregnant women.  Also  used to fatten cows.

P50.   Thalidomide.  5^th to 8^th week…arms and legs form…timing is critical.

P51.   Silent Spring 1962.

P52 to 59.  1971 more  vaginal cancers in daughters, deformities in sons.

P66.   “Regardless of whether the offspring is a human or a deermouse, a whale or a bat, hormones regulate its development in fundamentally the same way.”

P68.   The world is full of hormone disruptors.

P77.   Marijuana makes males effeminate, in females – interference with prolactin which suppresses luteinising hormone in the brain.

P88.   1992.  Of 12 pregnant polar bears, only 5 gave birth.  90ppm PCB, DD…

P91-105.   (imaginary)  “ Travels of a PCB molecule”……all the way to the north pole….

P107.   Human breast fed baby, in 12 months,  has max dioxin in RD lifetime!  High Arctic children do not produce necessary antibodies when immunised.

P111.   10 to 20 part per trillion estrogen  are not inconsequential.

P112.   What are the longterm effects?

P118.   Sager 1983.  PCB in milk of rat mothers-  fertility problems in offspring.  Tom Malby experiments – low doses.

P123.   Strange  results.  Ana Soto and Charles S., doctors at Tufts Medical School,  -found breast cancer cells in culture MULTIPLIED LIKE CRAZY.  ---disruptive chemical leaching from new supply plastic  test tubes;  Corning didn’t tell anyone of change in resin- parts per billion seemed unimportant…. It took researchers  2 years to identify p-nonylphenol.

P130.   Bisphenol A in plastics.  Affects fish downstream from treatment sewer.

P134.  Can’t tell if fish is male or female.  BPA may be in linings tin cans of foods.

P137.   100,000 synthetic chemicals on market.  Each year 1000 new ones.  Only 500 tested.

P141.   Dr Frederick vom Saal.  ¼ parts per trillion alter the course of development------EXQUISITE SENSITIVITY---big trouble.

See also chapter 3.  From p29 for Dr vom Saal.

Chapter 9.   Beluga whale had 2 small testicles plus uterus and ovaries.  More than  500 ppm PCB.  Florida panthers had undersize testicles.  Alligators smaller penises.

P159.   Heavy fat dolphins, seals, polar bears,   greatest jeopardy.  Toxins accumulate in fat.

P164.   Shorebirds.  Pesticides in food=  decline,  disruption migration, unable to tolerate stress.

P169.   High doses might cause less damage than low doses.   P205.  Paracelsus.

P170.   July 1991.  The Wingspread Statement.   Urgent warning, signed by scientists…

“The hormone disruptors threatening the survival of animal populations are also jeopardising the human future.”

P172.   Damage is done in the womb.  Seen 10 years later in monkeys.

P188.   PCBs no longer made.  Russia stopped in 1990.

P199.   1950s.  Syracuse University.  Young roosters.  DDT acted like a hormone.  USA sales DDT 1951 was $110 million.

P200.   Rachel Carson mentioned it-  but didn’t follow the thread.  She was preoccupied with cancer aspect ( and with her own breast cancer.)

P210.   Growing scientific knowledge=  hope rather than despair.

Chapter 12.   Guidelines-  what to do.

Requires forensic research.  Eg epidemiology plastics.   Redesign manufacture.

P238.   “There may be fates worse than extinction.”

P140, 141.

“Many of us carry several hundred persistent chemicals in our body, including many that have been identified as hormone disruptors.

Moreover, we carry them at concentrations several thousand times higher than the natural levels of free estrogen-  the estrogen that is not bound up by blood proteins and is therefore biologically active.

As Fred vom Saal has discovered, vanishingly small amounts of free estrogen are capable of altering the course of development in the womb-  as little as one tenth of a part per trillion.  Given this exquisite sensitivity, even small amounts of a weak estrogen mimic- a chemical that is one thousand times less potent than the estradiol made by the body itself- may nevertheless spell big trouble.”

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more, later.

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The "Chinese Silk Road" Modern One.

Huge project and I have grave concerns about the damage it is doing to Planet.  Presiden Xi thinks China is unstoppable.  But I think there needs to be a realisation and monumental Shame.  Very sorry!

mother nature in her green form---- cut across the neck

mother earth---cut across the heart!!!

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The Spiritual Given of Mental Cleansing.

I was feeling quite depressed and valiantly lonely today.
So I did a picture using my left hand for lines (heart side, right brain);  used pendulum to dowse  which colours and where.
Often the pic turns out to be strong, not depressed at all!

As if the message is:    Depression is a mental cleansing.

Old painful memories, even preverbal ones from womb or in first years of life, are significant.
The baby really Feels.  If a child is traumatised it could grow up to be unable to fulfil true potential.
Such practices as breaking the bond with mother by taking child away and put in a nursery straight after birth,  or even in the first three years of life, can be the beginning of alienation.  Warlike societies need soldiers or slaves who are numb,   or who band together in groups not in family.
Every little bit of love helps to save the individual, and we are all different in our experiences.

So could we practice the form of gratitude for pain, suffering, depression until we get the message?
Too hard to feel real gratitude.  Each one of us has to start from where we are at.  The most hurt person may be the most cunning.  Love is said to heal all.  Now we hardly know where to go for love, some of us.  We cannot impose it or force  it.    Compassion until then.   I worry about the whole world-  awful things are happening,  as are wonderful things.

more...14/11/2019

sorry about lack of cropping.  Windows 10 is awful for fixing images!  I am buying Adobe Photoshop but trauma downloading it.  Why is it all so difficult?  For an old lady of 74 all I need is simple!
This pic is about feeling heartbroken- I had to kill 2 mice that get into my caravan.  I would rather they coukld live, but brown snakes get in after them!

Timing.  Virtue.  Gratitude.  Humility. Patience.
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2019 / 2.

It could be  a portrait or a landscape....

I was thinking of spiritual group Mahikari.
Showing our true colours, our spirit.

Title.  "Australian Wisdom"
The answer could well lie in the land, or the soil.
Australian Aborigines' spirituality.

2019

I am still here! June 2019

Have been busy researching YouTube, now that we have Internet in our rural area, thus posts on my AWhatIfWorld.

Image 1-  me at Art Gallery  of NSW, Sydney.  January 2019.--------------
Image 2- my favourite Archibald portrait, May 2019.
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