2015 October and December.

11/10/2015  "a hot chemtrail day"
I guess I was distressed and depressed.  The sky was full of chemtrails and I get the creeps when I think there might be some poisons ans nano microchips raining down upon us and we breathe them in.  the plants absorb them.  My garden has not been altogether happy the last few years and I wonder if chemtrails are causing trouble?

Often when I am depressed the drawings turn out to be orderly and controlled, even rigid,  as if the minimum is all I can cope with.  My brain filters out unnecessary stuff so that I can cope with the minimum of stress.....

24/10/2015  "I feel sick and horrible.  Sorry!"











******************************

30/12/2015 "I feel quite distressed at all the scurrilous things going on in the world!"

One is the Large Hadron Collider in CERN Switzerland, deep underground.
Outside it is a Statue of Dancing Shiva, the Destroyer.
Nearby I saw a large red half ball rather like the munadama on top of Suza in Japan!
 I drew it in my notepad, but lost the name of the actual video-  unable to find it again!
They are ramping up the juice to 7 trillion electrovolts!  Dec 2015
But Gaia sent a lightning strike at the same time as a group of people were meditating on halting the Collider.... and LHC lost power and only managed to make a 1mm hole into the 4th dimension, enough to communicate, not to bring things through.  See Simon Parkes' videos on YouTube.  But they have a second ring to the Collider.  Plus there is one outside Chicage, there will be one in Japan,   and the Chinese are building a Collider 4 times larger than the Great Hadron!
Insert later:

I did find this on YouTube
"CERN - The End of the World is on January 7th 2016"     by Cloud Smoke
at 5:11 or 5:14  there is a big red ball...

plus there is the Dancing Shiva at 8:06.



There is more info which is related.  Do your own research.  Seems AI is involved....

 This picture above I began yesterday  31/12 2015.  It looks  like  3 Robot Heads!
Title of picture is "How will I cope in my Life?'
But there are rainbow colours.  and Green and earthy colours.   It might be Healing....

Someone says that I do channelling when I do these pictures-  but my wish is that the only one I would like to channel is _Gaia.   Mother Earth.

"I love you Life,  I love you Love,  I love you Mother Earth" is my mantra.  We should sing it every morning.  Support Her and Her Beauty.  There is invading AI artificial intelligence which wants our planet.  They may be Velon,  or Galactic Federation pretending to be Ascended Masters.......

Humans have the Power to Love;  we have been training for many lifetimes!  When the time comes to act, it is said that we will know what to do.  At present things might feel terrible,  but we as a human race do Choose collectively what Timeline we are to go along.  And maybe it is changing all the time,  as we change.  So let's talk to each other,  and find out what is really going on.  Coal mines are being permitted over vast areas in east Australia.  It feels totally wrong on many counts!   We need to love the country, just as the Aborigines do.  Maybe sovereignty should be given back to the Traditional Owners.  Plus there can be no apology for destroying the Land and its ecologies unless the Land is repaired and returned to its original Pristine Condition.  Siberian wisewoman Anastasia says it can be done, with our love and our true powers as Vedic beings.  Where are the rishis?  They may be with us already.  the 26000 year orbit of our solar system around the Galactic Centre brings us in line, and the Rishis are said to be the guardians of the Black Hole at the centre.........
**************************

 The only hope regarding the AI is that the robots may be given what they desperately want, without their having to steal it from us. There might be some kind of transmutation......but..  They want our souls.  They want us to be transhuman, robots, who live forever.  Maybe they don't want to live forever.  Humans are making AI robots, even Killer robots.  If we make them out of nanocarbon, then they might never die.....It could all be our fault!  We allow things to happen,  things that are wrong....... What if humans as a whole should decide never to make any AI robots (especially with DNA), then AI robots from the future can't come to us and force their will on us......And remember the robot in the movie who was called Number 5 (is alive) and he was one who knew what was right.
My guess is that we might awaken to our true nature,  and find a better Way, for the sake of the Whole Cosmos,  and all existences........

There is the story of the Rainmaker,  who makes it rain, by allowing it to rain, by the very way he lives his life;  he allows the things that are right and good and true and harmonious and simple.  It is the feeling that matters.

-----------------------
Photos of my coloring in pictures are taken in full sun but there is blue tinge.
Sky is full of white ashy stuff;  trails were multiple yesterday.   Aircraft spits out short bits of chem,  and wind pulls ash + chem etc into "pretty wisps".  By afternoon the sky is thick with it.  Maybe the ash is cutting out certain wavelengths from the sun so that drawings' photo has wrong colour?

-------------------------------------------------------------
On the subjects of  mysteries and aliens and extra terrestrials, I have found out some information.

1.  Damanhur in Italy is an underground Temple, with stupendous Artwork.  You can see it on YouTube.  They have Singing Plants.  Electrodes are attached to the leaves and the roots of a plant, and connected to a synthesiser music device.  the plant sings!

2.  The Wingmakers.  I mentioned them in my other blog, to do with WW2 airmen.
see website of the name,  with Pictures of the Paintings in the 24 chambers found underground in a canyon in New Mexico.  Stunning.  They mean something!

In both cases I find the whole Structure or Building astonishing!  Mystery.
Tho it feels to me that the Artwork in both is a bit not so nice.....  quite creepy.

the Wingmakers are creator gods of ancient times who had an old enemy (AI?)........they are the builders of future floating cities made with antigravity devices.
But according to Al Bielek (Montauk Project survivor) who time travelled to 2749 AD....the floating cities project began in 2600 AD but all collapsed in 2900 AD!  People did not have to do anything;  no motivation.  All done and controlled by computers and AI.
It seems to me that the future has already happened.  Simultaneous time.....

3.  Denver USA Airport has similar murals;  apocalyptic and disturbing.

YouTube videos,  here is a summary of names from whom I gained info in my searching:-
Simon Parkes, Alfred Labrement Webre, Chris Thomas (and the Velon),
Peter Slattery (he is Australian),  Mary Rodwell-  I like her!  she lives in Queensland, Australia,
Miles Johnson and Sgt Daniel MacBolen, David Wilcock and speaker Drake,
Al Bielek,  Stuart Swerdlow.
___________________________________

2015 May

I know these are strange, even ugly pictures.  I include them only to show what images come up from the subconscious when one has certain feelings.

number 1.  "Please may pure love transform this troubled energy into pure love, 1."

She is in Nature.  She loves Nature.  Nature loves her.  Healing rainbow Orbs.  Lines were drawn with left hand, and with right hand.  Pendulum dowsed which colours went where.

number 2. 

"Please may pure love unambiguously transmute this troubled energy into pure true love, 2."  

Lady in the centre has a joyful face.  She looks to her beloved ( soul mate).  He could be having a difficult time,  maybe unable to look her in the eyes.  She loves him anyway.  Healing rainbow orbs and Green Nature.  

number 3.   "Please may pure love transform this troubled energy into pure love,  3."
This is a weird one.  Is it a nuclear reactor?  There could be an agency for a totally new kind of Creation.  MJRoads writes in his third "journey into Love"  travelling with Pan,  and he visited Chernobyl, metaphysically.  He saw the Rainbow Serpent Energy there!  Totally new creation......
The right hand has distinctly  different kinds of lines from the left hand.  The spiritual aspect still comes through.  Trees, Nature, harmony.  We can do (use energy) without being destructive....

number 4.   this was done another day.  If you click on the image it will enlarge, and you can read the words which accompany the picture,  and the date.  Primal scream pictures do have a way of turning up again.  How come we can't hear people and nature screaming?  Sometimes they have a lot to scream and be depressed about.

--------------------------
PS  for the record.  I never got married or had children and I am 70.
So what is with all this soul mate idea?  Maybe it's an existential thought.
------------------------------------

My Old Tapestries of the 80s.

All were made in Egyptian Knot, with naturally dyed wool.


to be added..  unable to find images so far....


Here are the cartoon drawings which were placed behind the loom strings as work was done.

Text to go with Themes. Fungicides, Hormone Disrupting Chemicals, Birth Trauma

Cherries and Fungicides

Once again we in Young are to greet our Annual Cherry Festival, 2015.  The town is full of backpackers of every colourful nationality,  cherrypickers,  cherrypackers.

Last year on ABC Radio National there were interviews with young foreigners working in the Orchards.  It featured a certain orchard near Wombat.  The owner described how the cherries enter the packing shed – and are first dunked in fungicide.

Alarm bells rang in my mind!  I have read far too much about Hormone Disrupting Chemicals.  They endanger not only this generation, but the next and the next!  All the people involved in cherry packing, sale, even unto the customer eating delicious cherries, are in invisible danger.

On page 83 of “Our Stolen Future”, published 1996,  Dr Theo Colborne writes about Earl Gray, a reproductive toxicologist, who studied a male rat who looked like a female.  Pink nipples.  The male’s sexual development went awry because its mother was exposed during pregnancy to vinclozolin, a synthetic chemical that is widely used to kill fungus on fruit.  Vinclozolin disrupts  by targeting the androgen receptor which is tuned to the male hormone testosterone, rather than an estrogen receptor.  It blocks the receptor and stops the testosterone message.  The foetus at the 7^th week does not become a boy;  it does not grow testicles:  it becomes an intersex.  Other fungicides eg the pyrimidine carbinol group inhibit the body’s ability to make steroid hormones.  Fungi are stopped growing by inhibiting the synthesis of sterols which are needed to make cell walls.  Humans and other mammals form steroid hormones from….cholesterol.  Reproductive development is damaged by these fungicides.    I wonder how many of our Supermarkets might spray fruit and veg with fungicides?   Even diluted, 20 parts per trillion, effects “are not inconsequential”. 

This book,  pages 122 to 141, describes scientists’ experiments.  One story with test tube cultures of human breast cancer cells.  Tufts Medical School Boston.  One day the cells started to multiply like crazy!   It took  2 years to identify the cause.  p-Nonylphenol.   Estrogen mimic.  Test tube manufacturer Corning had changed the recipe for the resin in the plastic without telling anyone.  Same catalogue number.  So.  What kinds of chemicals are in the plastics we use every day?

Work at Stanford University School of Medicine research, on estrogen sensitive cells, found a contaminant in the plastic flasks.  BPA  active even at 4 to 5 parts per million.  1993 paper.

BPA is in the black ink on our receipts at the supermarket checkout and elsewhere.  A girl at IGA told me she cleans her hands many times a day with Wet Ones.  But I have information that this makes it easier for the BPA to dissolve and soak into the skin!  Some plastics are labelled BPA free, but it seems that the substitute chemical they use might be worse than the BPA….. 

Scientists issued the Wingspread Statement at the Wingspread Conference Centre, July 1991, in Racine, Wisconsin.  “This was an urgent warning….…we face the danger of widespread disruption to human embryonic development and the prospect of damage   that will last a lifetime.”  See page170,  and Appendix.  You may find more info online and even on YouTube. 

All these years later, and we are not made aware.

I mentioned about the cherries at a CWA meeting.  I was told they only put fungicide on overseas shipments.  Oh,  so that is OK……

You know, there is a better way.  Dunk the cherries (or all fruits) in a mild vinegar wash (with a good splash of vinegar).  Kills fungi.  Extends the user life.  And it might wash off some pesticides and those unhealthy waxes. 

****from Tiiu Vanamois, December 2015  Young Witness, local newspaper.***   

-------------------------------------------

The Ringing Cedars of Russia,  Book 8 part 2,  Chapter Seventeen,  The Vedruss Birth.

Page 185…

"The Vedruss people understood that even in the womb the child could sense relatives’ thoughts and feelings.  And after coming into the world, he would continue to find himself in his parents’ aura.  If some outsiders, even a relative with good thoughts about the child, happened on the birthing room, their feelings – even good ones- would be unfamiliar to the child, and put him on the defensive.

Page186, 7, 8 …

…. Now what possible connection could there be between the culture of prenatal education, and breast-feeding of children - and wars?  A most direct connection, indeed!

Many still remember the account of the Russian serial killer Chikatilo.  (*  ….was convicted of murdering 52 women (mainly prostitutes) and children between 1978 and 1990).  He performed sadistic acts on young women and then killed them.  Such maniacs have appeared in many other cities, terrorising the populace.  Each time hundreds of police are despatched to hunt down and capture the killer.

But an interesting pattern emerges from this.  It has been established that in the case of three Rostov maniacs, at least, their mothers had all made unsuccessful attempts to abort their foetuses in the womb.  As a result, when the foetus was born and grew into manhood, it then began taking revenge against women.

Now tell me which is more important for high school graduates:  to get high marks in physics, chemistry and a foreign language, or to acquire a high knowledge of the culture of the conception, carrying and raising of a child?

I would say that the latter is by far more important.  And yet the disciplines which present such knowledge are not even taught in the school curriculum.  Hence there are graduates of schools, colleges and universities who give birth to children which they have conceived haphazardly.  They often reflect on whether to give birth at all, or perhaps an abortion would be better?

They may end up giving birth, only what kind of babies are they giving birth to?  The kind that not only should not be exposed to the achievements of physicists and chemists, but should be kept as far away as possible from knives and sticks.

The birth of advanced spiritual thinkers is especially important in this age of scientific and technological progress.

It is a tragedy when a maniac like Chikatilo kills and tortures women.  It is a blessing that nobody like him is sitting at the controls of nuclear missiles.

A blessing- a blessing, okay – but the caveat must be added:  for now.  The worst will happen if society does not change its attitude toward the culture of giving birth to Man. "

-----------------these are exact quotes from the book.---------------------

*********************************************************

Next = From Dr Michel Odent's "The Farmer and the Obstetrician".   

"He wondered why humans fail to realise that they are parts of nature.....conclusion that it is the emotional desert in man which creates the desert in nature, referring to the huge capacity humans have to unhesitatingly destroy life.

p 80.     Homo superpredator  =  unable to love.

He understood that at the root of this widespread "emotional desert" is the damage we do to newborn babies.

......suggests we should be wondering about the future of our civilisation...culture and beliefs...old order was aggression and survival.

p 60.    When researchers explore the background of people who have expressed some sort of impaired capacity to love - either love of oneself or other - they always detect risk factors at birth ......(leading to)  delinquency, suicide, drug addiction, autism......

It was found that when ewes give birth with epidural anaesthesia they do not take care of their lambs.

From his point of view civiilsation will start when the wellbeing of newborn babies will prevail over any other consideration.

Promotes:      That "industrialised childbirth"  be transformed to  "biodynamic childbirth".  

(And by extension -  industrialised agriculture to biodynamic agriculture.)

*****************************************