2015 October and December.

11/10/2015  "a hot chemtrail day"
I guess I was distressed and depressed.  The sky was full of chemtrails and I get the creeps when I think there might be some poisons ans nano microchips raining down upon us and we breathe them in.  the plants absorb them.  My garden has not been altogether happy the last few years and I wonder if chemtrails are causing trouble?

Often when I am depressed the drawings turn out to be orderly and controlled, even rigid,  as if the minimum is all I can cope with.  My brain filters out unnecessary stuff so that I can cope with the minimum of stress.....

24/10/2015  "I feel sick and horrible.  Sorry!"











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30/12/2015 "I feel quite distressed at all the scurrilous things going on in the world!"

One is the Large Hadron Collider in CERN Switzerland, deep underground.
Outside it is a Statue of Dancing Shiva, the Destroyer.
Nearby I saw a large red half ball rather like the munadama on top of Suza in Japan!
 I drew it in my notepad, but lost the name of the actual video-  unable to find it again!
They are ramping up the juice to 7 trillion electrovolts!  Dec 2015
But Gaia sent a lightning strike at the same time as a group of people were meditating on halting the Collider.... and LHC lost power and only managed to make a 1mm hole into the 4th dimension, enough to communicate, not to bring things through.  See Simon Parkes' videos on YouTube.  But they have a second ring to the Collider.  Plus there is one outside Chicage, there will be one in Japan,   and the Chinese are building a Collider 4 times larger than the Great Hadron!
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I did find this on YouTube
"CERN - The End of the World is on January 7th 2016"     by Cloud Smoke
at 5:11 or 5:14  there is a big red ball...

plus there is the Dancing Shiva at 8:06.



There is more info which is related.  Do your own research.  Seems AI is involved....

 This picture above I began yesterday  31/12 2015.  It looks  like  3 Robot Heads!
Title of picture is "How will I cope in my Life?'
But there are rainbow colours.  and Green and earthy colours.   It might be Healing....

Someone says that I do channelling when I do these pictures-  but my wish is that the only one I would like to channel is _Gaia.   Mother Earth.

"I love you Life,  I love you Love,  I love you Mother Earth" is my mantra.  We should sing it every morning.  Support Her and Her Beauty.  There is invading AI artificial intelligence which wants our planet.  They may be Velon,  or Galactic Federation pretending to be Ascended Masters.......

Humans have the Power to Love;  we have been training for many lifetimes!  When the time comes to act, it is said that we will know what to do.  At present things might feel terrible,  but we as a human race do Choose collectively what Timeline we are to go along.  And maybe it is changing all the time,  as we change.  So let's talk to each other,  and find out what is really going on.  Coal mines are being permitted over vast areas in east Australia.  It feels totally wrong on many counts!   We need to love the country, just as the Aborigines do.  Maybe sovereignty should be given back to the Traditional Owners.  Plus there can be no apology for destroying the Land and its ecologies unless the Land is repaired and returned to its original Pristine Condition.  Siberian wisewoman Anastasia says it can be done, with our love and our true powers as Vedic beings.  Where are the rishis?  They may be with us already.  the 26000 year orbit of our solar system around the Galactic Centre brings us in line, and the Rishis are said to be the guardians of the Black Hole at the centre.........
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 The only hope regarding the AI is that the robots may be given what they desperately want, without their having to steal it from us. There might be some kind of transmutation......but..  They want our souls.  They want us to be transhuman, robots, who live forever.  Maybe they don't want to live forever.  Humans are making AI robots, even Killer robots.  If we make them out of nanocarbon, then they might never die.....It could all be our fault!  We allow things to happen,  things that are wrong....... What if humans as a whole should decide never to make any AI robots (especially with DNA), then AI robots from the future can't come to us and force their will on us......And remember the robot in the movie who was called Number 5 (is alive) and he was one who knew what was right.
My guess is that we might awaken to our true nature,  and find a better Way, for the sake of the Whole Cosmos,  and all existences........

There is the story of the Rainmaker,  who makes it rain, by allowing it to rain, by the very way he lives his life;  he allows the things that are right and good and true and harmonious and simple.  It is the feeling that matters.

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Photos of my coloring in pictures are taken in full sun but there is blue tinge.
Sky is full of white ashy stuff;  trails were multiple yesterday.   Aircraft spits out short bits of chem,  and wind pulls ash + chem etc into "pretty wisps".  By afternoon the sky is thick with it.  Maybe the ash is cutting out certain wavelengths from the sun so that drawings' photo has wrong colour?

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On the subjects of  mysteries and aliens and extra terrestrials, I have found out some information.

1.  Damanhur in Italy is an underground Temple, with stupendous Artwork.  You can see it on YouTube.  They have Singing Plants.  Electrodes are attached to the leaves and the roots of a plant, and connected to a synthesiser music device.  the plant sings!

2.  The Wingmakers.  I mentioned them in my other blog, to do with WW2 airmen.
see website of the name,  with Pictures of the Paintings in the 24 chambers found underground in a canyon in New Mexico.  Stunning.  They mean something!

In both cases I find the whole Structure or Building astonishing!  Mystery.
Tho it feels to me that the Artwork in both is a bit not so nice.....  quite creepy.

the Wingmakers are creator gods of ancient times who had an old enemy (AI?)........they are the builders of future floating cities made with antigravity devices.
But according to Al Bielek (Montauk Project survivor) who time travelled to 2749 AD....the floating cities project began in 2600 AD but all collapsed in 2900 AD!  People did not have to do anything;  no motivation.  All done and controlled by computers and AI.
It seems to me that the future has already happened.  Simultaneous time.....

3.  Denver USA Airport has similar murals;  apocalyptic and disturbing.

YouTube videos,  here is a summary of names from whom I gained info in my searching:-
Simon Parkes, Alfred Labrement Webre, Chris Thomas (and the Velon),
Peter Slattery (he is Australian),  Mary Rodwell-  I like her!  she lives in Queensland, Australia,
Miles Johnson and Sgt Daniel MacBolen, David Wilcock and speaker Drake,
Al Bielek,  Stuart Swerdlow.
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2015 May

I know these are strange, even ugly pictures.  I include them only to show what images come up from the subconscious when one has certain feelings.

number 1.  "Please may pure love transform this troubled energy into pure love, 1."

She is in Nature.  She loves Nature.  Nature loves her.  Healing rainbow Orbs.  Lines were drawn with left hand, and with right hand.  Pendulum dowsed which colours went where.

number 2. 

"Please may pure love unambiguously transmute this troubled energy into pure true love, 2."  

Lady in the centre has a joyful face.  She looks to her beloved ( soul mate).  He could be having a difficult time,  maybe unable to look her in the eyes.  She loves him anyway.  Healing rainbow orbs and Green Nature.  

number 3.   "Please may pure love transform this troubled energy into pure love,  3."
This is a weird one.  Is it a nuclear reactor?  There could be an agency for a totally new kind of Creation.  MJRoads writes in his third "journey into Love"  travelling with Pan,  and he visited Chernobyl, metaphysically.  He saw the Rainbow Serpent Energy there!  Totally new creation......
The right hand has distinctly  different kinds of lines from the left hand.  The spiritual aspect still comes through.  Trees, Nature, harmony.  We can do (use energy) without being destructive....

number 4.   this was done another day.  If you click on the image it will enlarge, and you can read the words which accompany the picture,  and the date.  Primal scream pictures do have a way of turning up again.  How come we can't hear people and nature screaming?  Sometimes they have a lot to scream and be depressed about.

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PS  for the record.  I never got married or had children and I am 70.
So what is with all this soul mate idea?  Maybe it's an existential thought.
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My Old Tapestries of the 80s.

All were made in Egyptian Knot, with naturally dyed wool.


to be added..  unable to find images so far....


Here are the cartoon drawings which were placed behind the loom strings as work was done.

Text to go with Themes. Fungicides, Hormone Disrupting Chemicals, Birth Trauma

Cherries and Fungicides

Once again we in Young are to greet our Annual Cherry Festival, 2015.  The town is full of backpackers of every colourful nationality,  cherrypickers,  cherrypackers.

Last year on ABC Radio National there were interviews with young foreigners working in the Orchards.  It featured a certain orchard near Wombat.  The owner described how the cherries enter the packing shed – and are first dunked in fungicide.

Alarm bells rang in my mind!  I have read far too much about Hormone Disrupting Chemicals.  They endanger not only this generation, but the next and the next!  All the people involved in cherry packing, sale, even unto the customer eating delicious cherries, are in invisible danger.

On page 83 of “Our Stolen Future”, published 1996,  Dr Theo Colborne writes about Earl Gray, a reproductive toxicologist, who studied a male rat who looked like a female.  Pink nipples.  The male’s sexual development went awry because its mother was exposed during pregnancy to vinclozolin, a synthetic chemical that is widely used to kill fungus on fruit.  Vinclozolin disrupts  by targeting the androgen receptor which is tuned to the male hormone testosterone, rather than an estrogen receptor.  It blocks the receptor and stops the testosterone message.  The foetus at the 7^th week does not become a boy;  it does not grow testicles:  it becomes an intersex.  Other fungicides eg the pyrimidine carbinol group inhibit the body’s ability to make steroid hormones.  Fungi are stopped growing by inhibiting the synthesis of sterols which are needed to make cell walls.  Humans and other mammals form steroid hormones from….cholesterol.  Reproductive development is damaged by these fungicides.    I wonder how many of our Supermarkets might spray fruit and veg with fungicides?   Even diluted, 20 parts per trillion, effects “are not inconsequential”. 

This book,  pages 122 to 141, describes scientists’ experiments.  One story with test tube cultures of human breast cancer cells.  Tufts Medical School Boston.  One day the cells started to multiply like crazy!   It took  2 years to identify the cause.  p-Nonylphenol.   Estrogen mimic.  Test tube manufacturer Corning had changed the recipe for the resin in the plastic without telling anyone.  Same catalogue number.  So.  What kinds of chemicals are in the plastics we use every day?

Work at Stanford University School of Medicine research, on estrogen sensitive cells, found a contaminant in the plastic flasks.  BPA  active even at 4 to 5 parts per million.  1993 paper.

BPA is in the black ink on our receipts at the supermarket checkout and elsewhere.  A girl at IGA told me she cleans her hands many times a day with Wet Ones.  But I have information that this makes it easier for the BPA to dissolve and soak into the skin!  Some plastics are labelled BPA free, but it seems that the substitute chemical they use might be worse than the BPA….. 

Scientists issued the Wingspread Statement at the Wingspread Conference Centre, July 1991, in Racine, Wisconsin.  “This was an urgent warning….…we face the danger of widespread disruption to human embryonic development and the prospect of damage   that will last a lifetime.”  See page170,  and Appendix.  You may find more info online and even on YouTube. 

All these years later, and we are not made aware.

I mentioned about the cherries at a CWA meeting.  I was told they only put fungicide on overseas shipments.  Oh,  so that is OK……

You know, there is a better way.  Dunk the cherries (or all fruits) in a mild vinegar wash (with a good splash of vinegar).  Kills fungi.  Extends the user life.  And it might wash off some pesticides and those unhealthy waxes. 

****from Tiiu Vanamois, December 2015  Young Witness, local newspaper.***   

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The Ringing Cedars of Russia,  Book 8 part 2,  Chapter Seventeen,  The Vedruss Birth.

Page 185…

"The Vedruss people understood that even in the womb the child could sense relatives’ thoughts and feelings.  And after coming into the world, he would continue to find himself in his parents’ aura.  If some outsiders, even a relative with good thoughts about the child, happened on the birthing room, their feelings – even good ones- would be unfamiliar to the child, and put him on the defensive.

Page186, 7, 8 …

…. Now what possible connection could there be between the culture of prenatal education, and breast-feeding of children - and wars?  A most direct connection, indeed!

Many still remember the account of the Russian serial killer Chikatilo.  (*  ….was convicted of murdering 52 women (mainly prostitutes) and children between 1978 and 1990).  He performed sadistic acts on young women and then killed them.  Such maniacs have appeared in many other cities, terrorising the populace.  Each time hundreds of police are despatched to hunt down and capture the killer.

But an interesting pattern emerges from this.  It has been established that in the case of three Rostov maniacs, at least, their mothers had all made unsuccessful attempts to abort their foetuses in the womb.  As a result, when the foetus was born and grew into manhood, it then began taking revenge against women.

Now tell me which is more important for high school graduates:  to get high marks in physics, chemistry and a foreign language, or to acquire a high knowledge of the culture of the conception, carrying and raising of a child?

I would say that the latter is by far more important.  And yet the disciplines which present such knowledge are not even taught in the school curriculum.  Hence there are graduates of schools, colleges and universities who give birth to children which they have conceived haphazardly.  They often reflect on whether to give birth at all, or perhaps an abortion would be better?

They may end up giving birth, only what kind of babies are they giving birth to?  The kind that not only should not be exposed to the achievements of physicists and chemists, but should be kept as far away as possible from knives and sticks.

The birth of advanced spiritual thinkers is especially important in this age of scientific and technological progress.

It is a tragedy when a maniac like Chikatilo kills and tortures women.  It is a blessing that nobody like him is sitting at the controls of nuclear missiles.

A blessing- a blessing, okay – but the caveat must be added:  for now.  The worst will happen if society does not change its attitude toward the culture of giving birth to Man. "

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Next = From Dr Michel Odent's "The Farmer and the Obstetrician".   

"He wondered why humans fail to realise that they are parts of nature.....conclusion that it is the emotional desert in man which creates the desert in nature, referring to the huge capacity humans have to unhesitatingly destroy life.

p 80.     Homo superpredator  =  unable to love.

He understood that at the root of this widespread "emotional desert" is the damage we do to newborn babies.

......suggests we should be wondering about the future of our civilisation...culture and beliefs...old order was aggression and survival.

p 60.    When researchers explore the background of people who have expressed some sort of impaired capacity to love - either love of oneself or other - they always detect risk factors at birth ......(leading to)  delinquency, suicide, drug addiction, autism......

It was found that when ewes give birth with epidural anaesthesia they do not take care of their lambs.

From his point of view civiilsation will start when the wellbeing of newborn babies will prevail over any other consideration.

Promotes:      That "industrialised childbirth"  be transformed to  "biodynamic childbirth".  

(And by extension -  industrialised agriculture to biodynamic agriculture.)

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There is exquisite Sensitivity.

What is this?  you might ask.
I gave it the title Ho-onopono,  which is the Hawaiian Forgiveness Therapy.

Result seems to be a big red head (angry?)  or Planet.
Inside is a window, with a male and female (faces) shape and a child, in a gold and blue, purple and pink environment.
Colour pencils.   Lines made with left hand.  Dowsing with pendulum to choose colours and to bypass left brain intellect,  to get to unconscious.....

An expression of the primal innocence of humankind.
And of the extreme sensitivity of our Planet Earth.
She feels the touch of each gentle hand.
And she feels the torture of all the disrespect and the assault on her.
On Earth as it is in the Family.

Hence it is my thesis as I have been describing all along.
There are reasons for all our suffering.
And there may be solutions if we can change our innermost attitudes.

Wonderful people, writing books.   Dr Michel Odent.  Dr Theo Colborne.

The Human is exquisitely sensitive,  from the moment of conception, if not before.
Chemistry, Biology.  Nurture, Nature.

Please bear with me.  There is text to follow.  Not easy to compile and publish.
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Birth Without Violence, Leboyer Interview PART TWO, New Earth Records

Marko Pogacnik on Art

The Answer Lies in the Soil

Ochres, linseed oil,  siccative drier.  on paper.
Original no longer exists.
Photo only.

Lines were drawn with the left hand (heart side).
A pendulum was used to dowse where to put colours.

Interesting-  the "heads" could also be trees in a landscape.




Australian aboriginal People,  traditional owners, cared for their Country.  Exquisitely.     For tens of thousands of years.  We European invaders imposed European values and feral plants and animals (ourselves includes)  and have ruined the land in a short 100 to 200 years.

Remnants of pristine land remain.  Heroic efforts by Bob Brown's Bush Heritage Trust are saveing precious areas.
Bush Regenerators are weeding the Bush ( I used to).
Dr Germaine Greer has valiantly restored the rainforest at Cave's Creek, Queensland  AND she has written a brilliant and scholarly Book about it.  10 years work,  and some millions of dollars..  "The White Beech"....  I need to check more info.....
Our Prime Minister Mr Malcolm Turnbull made his millions of $ investing in the cutting down of rainforests in the SolomonIslands,  Vella Lavella has only one rainforest area remaining:  the Elders want to keep it but Westpac Bank is keen to have it cut down!  My hope is that maybe Mr Turnbull might feel it in his heart to repair some of the damage.....I shall write to him.
David Suzuki wrote of a forest owner who never cut into the Capital,  only harvesting the extra. That is a great example of true Stewardship.  Only when we have pure air and water and living environment can we have happy families.  Transformation seems to be impossibe-  but the possible might happen by some miracle!....

There can be no true Apology until All has been Restored to its Original Design.  There exists a Celestial Realm where the original blueprint (Hinagata, in Japanese)  still exists.  Michael J. Roads, in his books of his metaphysical travelling tells us that the forests that have been cut down STILL EXIST in another dimension. My guess is that if our consciousness changes for the better, it might be possible for us to inhabit such a realm -  or a miracle might bring Heaven to Earth.   One might say "wishful thinking"  but I say that our hearts may wish for it-  and re manifest it. One can Dream........the Dreaming.....

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The Answer Lies in the Family

Natural ochres,  linseed oil and siccative drier.

 Original was on masonite.  1980s.
Size about 45 x 60 cm.
my own work.
Only a photo exists today.

A pendulum was used to help choose where to put colour.  Eyes are so accurate!  I could not do it consciously!
Inside corners are painted  with a brush made of a single human hair.  The eye can see to a hair's breadth.  Aboriginal bark painters used brushes made of a single hair.  You can only use oil paint with such a brush.  It seems that aboriginal artists used goanna oil to mix their ochre paints.


**** If you shift your gaze, you might see a child looking up at a woman screaming!
Mother cross eyed with anguish!

 It reminds me of a story of a young mother saying "Why can no-one hear me screaming?"

 Life can be tough for young families.  Everything is so expensive!  Especially the roof over one's head.  Cruel societies force the mother to work and her children are neglected.  By rights we should help our families,  not only give pensions for old people who do not need so much money any more.....


Priority was to upload.  Text later.

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Song

It is Kirie Te Kanawa singing "Let the Bright Seraphim"  at the Wedding of Diana and Prince Charles in St Paul's Cathedral.  Angels decorate the 4 corners of the ceiling.  Kirie wore an outfit of pink, blue, green,  including little hat.   Wide mouth.
It was a cartoon for a tapestry made in Egyptian knot,  a piece 12 inches by 12 inches,  each square inch has 144 stitches.  Natural vegetable dyes.   There is a school in Harrania-  the founder taught children to weave.  He made them do their own designs, uninfluenced by adult image-  and all power to him too.  The childrens' designs are incredibly beautiful,  and you can Google search for them.

My tapestry's photo is somewhere... it will be put here soon.

6/7/2015  Inserted:-

Work is done from the back, cartoon is behind, so it is mirror image.
Wool dyes are natural, indigo blue, Coreopsis yellow,  brown is ....,  green is purple leaf flowering plum and mordant  then rinsed in dilute washing soda to change pH.



The idea is that often my images are of faces with mouths wide open.  Screaming maybe.  Primal screams.  And they may be people Singing.   My feeling is that singing can and will heal the Earth and us people.  I will have more to say on this.

Last weekend ABC Radio broadcast 100 Swoons  -  music of the highest order, as voted by listeners of the world.  And may it be that there has been Great Healing of the suffering in our beautiful Sensitive Planet Earth.  Amen.

see www. abc.net.au/classic

Bless all Composers and Musicians, men and women,  In fact it was sopranos Sara McIver  and Jane Sheldon, and composer Elena Kats Chernin who brought a catch to my breath and tears to my eyes!   Australians make  great music too.
You can listen more online all over the world.
Bless all Countries.  Bless all Beings.  Bless ourselves.
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1/1/2016

Marco Pogacnik - a video interview of him is on this blog in the next few posts (above).

I want to speak about his way of healing a Nature Spirit who had been suffering from fire burns long ago.  A group of Marco and his companions SANG in harmony - and the Being was healed-  after many hundreds of years' anguish and pain.

My feeling is that our fabulous singers and choirs could do such great Service to Gaia and the Earth and all creatures and beings!
One story that I once read was of Druids singing to lift lintel stones.....the bass note helps considerably,  but the high notes are important too.

********************************I shall find quote reference from his "Elementals" book.

The Sinner Has Already been Sinned Against

This sentence has rung bells in my mind for a long time.  Others has said this-  I heard it on ABC Radio National.   A kind of confirmation.... The sinner has already been sinned against.

On BBC Arts, the famous Iraqi singer Sammi Yusuf was asked what he thought of the ISIS Fighters.  He said "They are maniacs.  They need help"  I was astounded, and glad to hear it.  People who have suffered war all their young lives must be suffering constant PTSD.  And.   Why did ISIS arise?  Apparently because former US President George Bush sacked all of the Iraqui Govt and Army etc--  Sunni people,  many clever and able.  Where would they go?  How could they earn a living to care for their families?   Big mistakes have been made,   and apologies are required,  not more war!

Moreover,  I have mentioned previously.  The serial sex killer Chikatilo from Russia  was said to be a person who survived in the womb as a foetus the abortion attempts of his mother!  (Ref = Ringing Cedars book).   The human is extraordinarily sensitive.  Treated with kindness it blooms but if abused it can become damaged-   and how!  This soul can end up with hatred for women.
All you need is Love,  if possible....if only.......  

HH The Dalai Lama says "Bless all Beings,  Bless yourself".
I would add "Bless all Countries".  Damaged people butcher the environment with no care for future generations,  for there is never enough money to compensate them for their loveless lives.

These are my thoughts.  I wonder who else may echo them?

Moreover it is my thinking that it might be wrong to Forgive.
Bless the person,  as his right is to be a Divine Soul,  but his or her actions may be totally and forever Unforgiveable.  That would underline the enormity of much that we are made to take for granted.  The Fifth Agreement is:  Be skeptical of everything.  But Listen!  Listen for what rings true.

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